If I were you, I would recite Psalm 27, which is a great teaching on waiting on the Lord. Also check out Psalm 37 and Psalm 103. Take your time and trust the Lord. Don’t rush into marriage with God’s blessings. And don’t marry an unbeliever because it will bring added burdens to your heart. Give God time to work everything out. And stay strong in the Lord! Keep believing. I am so glad you embraced the Christian faith. See What Makes a Marriage?